This song is written to my better self, the one that shows up and takes things lightly and doesn’t catastrophize and generally acts like an adult.

lyrics

i don’t know what you love in me  
i can’t see what you can see  
i can’t explain why you come back so faithfully  
i don’t know what you love in me

i don’t know how you stay with me  
i’m restless and i fail to see  
i’m always coming down on some little thing i found  
i don’t know how you stay with me

    when i’m alone and cold  
    deep down in that hole  
    you’re the one who’s standing next to me

    when it’s time for me to go  
    above or below  
    your face is the only light i’ll need

it's true that you were meant for me  
though who decides, i do not see  
i'll look for you again into eternity  
but i don’t know what you love  
    what you love in me

parts

Angela Yantorno: violin, murmured harmony vocals
tjw: guitar, keyboards, drum synth, vocals